Today was really a hell day for me! I was working like a bee since morning, settling this, settling that, resolving this, resolving that, calling here, calling there. I was busy until I didn’t have appetite to eat my breakfast; my steam meat bun! I also didn’t have time to have a slip of my 3in1 Nescafe instant coffee! Plus these few days I wasn’t feeling quite well too, am I pregnant? Better not be!! *Crossing my fingers*

Last night didn’t have a good night sleep, my brain was working very actively, thinking how to train my new maid (In China call A-yi), what should I inform her about? How to teach her? Should we go to supermarket straight-away?blar…blar…blar… so many many things running in my head, so I was tossing from this end of the bed to the other end of the bed! Can’t remember what time I entered into my dreams.

Anyway, I was suppose to pick up my A-yi today at 2pm, due to heavy workload, I gave a call to the agency to postpone it to 4pm. The lady was fine with it. So about 3.30pm, I have managed to finished up my work & getting ready to go. Happily, I hop up into a taxi, ready to pick up my princess’s babysitter. I called the agency to inform her that I will be abit late, then she started say “Sorry, the A-yi can’t accept this job offer, as she is worried she can’t handle 2 kids well!”

My goodness…suddenly I felt the volcano within me was going explode (Maybe lack of sleep, so very heaty). I was really very angry, why the agency don’t have the courtesy to give me a call earlier! I mean yesterday the A-yi was ok, she said not a problem, the next day everything change, cannot take care of my kids?? My kids isn’t so hard to take care! She don’t even have to do the house chores, & she can’t even take care! Suddenly I remembered, cannot judge a book by its cover! I thought the aunt will be able to do it, she look so kind & caring, well people may not be what I have thought he or she is.

Ok fine, I immediately blacklisted this agency, so started looking for another agency. Then I realise, if I really want a good babysitter to teach my kids when I’m not around, I really need to find a real solid one. Not just only feed them & change diapers, I need to find one which can sing with them, teach them what is wrong & right on-behalf of me.

So I decided to call those professional agency located in the city to find some real solid ones! Although the price is higher, but I think its worth it. After all, I just want my kids to have the best.

Praying real hard that I can find one within this week & she can start working next week, right before I go back Malaysia.